OUTBURST

*insert a picture of moon face here*

So I was going to post a picture of my moon face just to be like HEY TUMBLR LOOK WHAT PREDNISONE HAS DONE TO ME, but I couldn’t even take the picture. I just stared at my face for a good three and half minutes thinking “WHY IS IT SO ROUND? WHY LIKE THE MOON? WHY NOT A PRETTY HEART SHAPED FACE? WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME?”

I just keep telling myself that this is what my body needs right now, but it’s slowly killing what little self-esteem I have left. It’s become a trigger for things I’ve dealt/are still dealing with and it seems it’s causing more stress, which we all know is not something colitis goes well with.

I just want my face back. 

 

10/23/12 at 1:54am
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  1. ispyshan reblogged this from dorothy00 and added:
    Same here….but there are water pills you can take that’ll make the swelling go down.
  2. spldesp said: you’ll be beautiful no matter what :) it’s only temporary, remember that.
  3. slizzardlizardz said: i know exactly how you feel. i’m about a month off the prendisone now and i’ve dropped my chipmunk face, and now i’m working super hard to try and lose the 30 pounds i gained from it =[ but the moonface will definitely go away on it’s own at least
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